Tuesday, July 10, 2018

The Queen Returns to Her Throne

Disbelief...
That's the only way I can really describe my feelings at the moment
Disbelief that after 3 years, I'm back here again
Disbelief in all that has happened in that time
Disbelief in how disgusting my body has become

3 years ago, I decided that I had enough and I made a drastic change in the way I operated
I was empty
I was pure
I was in control
I was on top of the world
I was thin

Most of you probably don't remember me, but at one time, I was the queen of Ana. Thousands of people reading my words every day and pushing me further and further towards zero.

Then one day, I gave in. I quit. I chose to be normal, and for a while, I thought I was happy... Then I woke up from the nightmare.

I am back for good, ladies and gentlemen
Every day you will see less and less of me
I have a date with ana, and I cant can't be late
The time has come to don my crown and sit the throne once again

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